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It was brought to my attention t'other day that prehaps i wasn't posting on my blog 'oft enough. THANK YOU, Ruby! for the insperational encouragement (hows the choir going?)

Anyhoo, I guess i'm well under my mark for promised posts. thats for sure. By my count i'm only 8 behind schedule after this post.

i suppose i should practice my fictional writings. But their sooooo bleedin' hard. that i thought i'd post my feelings, questions and concerns (san the "s")

Feeling:
afraid and unsure.
my fortune cookie said:

"you find beuaty in ordenary things. do not lose this ablity in bed."

makes me ever so much more ponderant.
also i'm very distracti-

Question:
Have you ever done something that you thought:

"this is a bad idea"

and asked what does it have to do with where i am now in life?
Could it really be called bad?

Concern:
I fear I have an affinity to erasure. everything i do is seemingly plagued by incompleteness and hasty editing. however, i feel that it is also a strength. I can remain conceptually attached to writings and expression during and post revision despite drastic changes both with the style and word (or other hard-to-name devises). hmm. I guess i'll simply need to erase my eraser.

tomarrow: MUNCHAUSEN (a revisial)

-marcus