Second Date

Good morning. Well, i think it's a good morning, at any rate. Today i'm practicing Blogging in the morning. In theroy everything will be future tense (or present tense) instead of past tense.

Anyway, in the continuing saga of Romance, Ruby wants to go to the waterpark here in Ames. An impromptu second date, I suppose. We'll see. since the rain stopped it's been packed ear-to-shoulder.We shall see.

An unrelated note, Blogging is a curious anima. I woke up at 10 this morning. truthfully, I lay awake unable to move from bed. Staring at the ceiling for hours until Pepper persuaded my that better things waited for me. I ate a quick meal of milk and rice-cearal. I wrote a note to the world belaying my issues, my thoughts and such. I thought it posted. In fact i forgot. So here I am now, struggling to regain that emotion. No. Instead hollow expesition. Esspecially considering we've missed the opening for the waterpark. she stood me up? I could never think too ill of Ruby. I'm sure her crumby job demanded her time. Moreover, I've taken to editing older entries. always adding REVISION to the tag line. But it seems a cheat; to change one's words. Alter emotion and expression. No novel i've known has published without editing, revision, rewriting. So why does it bother me so? Facebook allows us to delete comments made, connection with others, activities... what have you. Meeby I feel concerned about how false a vale it seems. like hitting F6 and F9 when you fuckup. You can't take back what's been said face-to-face. But the tools are in place here, online, to do just that. How can we hold honest discourse when i can alter my opinion post-humorously? For example this is the third entry i've entered after losing the content the first two times.

It's not been a good day.